I Hate Myself

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This song is a confession.


I need you to lower your voice again so I can feel myself breathe. I have another headache from the words I keep on screaming, like I'm sorry for the rug-burns, all the holes inside your sweatshirts, all the naps I didn't let you take, I showed at your doorstep. All the sprite cans and the heartbreaks, and the secrets I'm still keeping, and I really hate myself again, I really hate myself, I really, really hate myself, I'm sorry that I hate myself again.


from Escape Humanity!, released August 1, 2015
This song is really lame but I guess I'll give it to someone.

This one goes out to all my friends because I feel like it's pretty awesome that I can write a song this self-deprecating and no one thinks any different of me, which says a lot about you guys. I love y'all a whole lot and this whole album was an emotional rollercoaster to write, so thanks for listening to me whine for, like, half an hour (and then some).

See you guys around :)

-Jack, Nick, and Connor



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Byrdman Washington, D.C.

Four dudes makin' noise in yer basement.

Jack David - Guitar, Vocals
Nick David - Drums, Vocals
Connor Cragg - Bass
Thomas Allain - Keyboard

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